Sonntag, 18. Dezember 2016

last entry?

HI GUYS!! last week was an interesting week. hahaha. I bought many new phat gears. woohoo! shopping makes me happy; not my wallet tho. hahahaha. and I can't wait for next week! I'm going home!!

therefore this might be the last post for this year. idk. I'll find out how to post another one from my hometown which I doubt there'd be sufficient internet connection.

Sonntag, 11. Dezember 2016

long weekend

HI GUYS!! the long weekend is here~ hahaha. finally~ an additional "day off". I expected I'd take so much rest, but naaaaahhhhh~ lol. one of my cousins' wife delivered their baby, so we kept coming back to their house. YAY!! BABIEEESSSS!!

hm. I wonder why this December seems so plain. nothing much happened until now. except the fact that I really should start on my upcoming project for next year. hahaha. I've sorted some. time to get the work done!

Sonntag, 4. Dezember 2016

last month of 2016!

HI GUYS!! the very last month of the year. officially (more or less) one month to go before new season of Sherlock!! after being teased in the early year..... I'm so happy and excited for 2017 :')

I don't what I'm excited for. LOL. except for the F1. and talking about F1, it's such a surprise, Rosberg announced his retirement. danke, Jung! Du bist wunderbar! because there's nothing better than resting at the top :p btw, congratulations on the world champion, Rosberg!!

Sonntag, 27. November 2016

heading to the last month of the year

HI GUYS!! last weekend in November. I guess nothing much special happened in this month. except finally having something good smell lingering around me, just to remind me that he's still here. hehehe.

last week kinda tiring, I don't know why. a little bit mental, I have to admit. but let it be. I still have many people around to support me. those would mean nothing.

Sonntag, 20. November 2016

Tectona grandis

HI GUYS!! I planned to do stuffs this weekend but seemed that the universe didn't want me to do those on this weekend..... maybe next weekend! hehehe

someone actually planned for my next weekend, let's see if it's still going on or no. if no, I'd definitely do my plan! maybe also to watch Dr. Strange. yes, LOL, haven't watched it yet..... as a matter of fact, I watched Fantastic Beasts instead. hahaha. sorry.....

Sonntag, 13. November 2016


HI GUYS!! for those of you who don't know that I'm in love with number 13..... now you know. hahaha. Triskaidekaphobia is so not me. but not a triskaidekaphilia too. hehehehe

anyway. still haven't watched Dr. Strange yet. hm. now more into Fantastic Beasts! woohoo! Eddie Redmayne! :* hahahah. oh! just read an article which said Dr. Strange and Loki would be on Thor: Ragnarok. CAN YOU IMAGINE TWO SASSY BRITMEN IN ONE FILM?! November 2017 can come like right now. hahahaha

Sonntag, 6. November 2016

finding that one calming day

HI GUYS!! have you ever been so tired that you don't even wanna move a single muscle? that summarized the whole week. can I just marry my bed..... for being always there to welcome me and actually allows me to sleep on it. LOL

aaaannnnndddddd I missed another chance to watch Dr. Strange again. hm. suddenly I don't feel like I wanna watch anything. *sigh*

Sonntag, 30. Oktober 2016

vacant week

HI GUYS!! I miss my Doctor Strange. hm. maybe next weekend. but I went to Oktoberfest, which was quite good. I had a chance to meet some of my juniors. felt so blessed since they still recognize me; and they greet!

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Sonntag, 23. Oktober 2016

that depleting week

HI GUYS!! woohoo. finally watched Jack Reacher. I might have to buy all the novels, it seems. hahahaha. whoops. my parents would be hella mad if I bought some more new books. hehehe

but I still wanna have those books.....

Sonntag, 16. Oktober 2016


HI GUYS!! another week has passed. it's kinda hard how to describe it. Thai King, Bhumibol Adulyadej dies at 88 on 13 October. it was so sad. I was so shocked. I've been "following" him since I was in elementary. my special spot for Thailand has grown since then; especially I also have some Thai friends. my deepest condolences to my friends and all Thais.

on the other hand, I got what I've been waiting for; first, it's something personal, second, it's INFERNO!! WOOHOO!! well, I also want Snowden and Jack Reacher.

Sonntag, 9. Oktober 2016

Bandung in 1.5 days

HI GUYS!! woohoo!! the days I'd been waiting for~ hehehehe. you might know what I'm talking about from this post. I'm more than grateful to have such a friend like this friend whom I was going with. she was like, "aye, let's go to Bandung." while me was like, "okay!"

yea. it is that easy to go somewhere with me. hahaha. also, I don't ask much. as long as it's safe and exciting, or even it gives me my first experience, I go for it!

Sonntag, 2. Oktober 2016


HI GUYS!! WOOHOO!! THEY DAY HAD FINALLY ARRIVED!! after being disappointed that JKTCC 2016 was cancelled (supposed to be on 30-31 July), I was once again disappointed. hahahaha! before you gone mad, hear me out.....

so, I went there on Saturday, 01 October 2016. I've bought the ticket since 10 August 2016. look how eager I was. and how excited when the day finally came!

Sonntag, 25. September 2016

packed weekend

HI GUYS!! woohoo!! less than a week!! oh my Goooooddddd!! hahahhaha. though I'll be alone again..... hm. right, I haven't talked about his schedule next week. should call him after this.

I do have another countdown. roadtrip with one of my besties, aye, baby!! hahaha! whoa. life's so good!! thank God!

Sonntag, 18. September 2016

blog anniversary!

HI GUYS!! second week of September has always been special for my blogs. I started my tumblr on 14 September 2010, and two years later I decided to commit another blog. since 14 September 2016 had passed, so it's been 6 years lingering around at tumblr, fangirling to many footballers, actors, and musicians; and 4 years somewhat dedicated a little of my time to post something every Sunday.

and there has never been a single second I regret to be at tumblr and this blog. so thank you, guys, for those who read, like, reblog, comment my posts! love y'all!

Sonntag, 11. September 2016


according to Indonesian representative at IASP, suicide case in Indonesia is still considered low than other Asian countries. with the victims who were still in productive age range of 15-29, WHO claimed that suicide prevalence in Indonesia has reached 3.7 for every 100,000 citizens. with the total of 258 million citizens, it means there are 10,000 suicide case in Indonesia every year or one person every hour.

HI GUYS!! welcome to the end of World Suicide Prevention Week 2016. as we all know, World Suicide Prevention Day falls on 10 September; yesterday. since suicide is not categorized as 'medical emergency and serious mental health' in Indonesia, the awareness/campaign is still low.

Sonntag, 4. September 2016

giggling like a kid


HI GUYS!! yeeessss, happy birthday to my favourite Finnish guy. hehehe. love ya! :*

same old injury relapsed; again. ck!

Sonntag, 28. August 2016

stronger than you know

but in this jungle you can't run~

HI GUYS!! how are y'all? oh this week was kinda tiring. I feel like I need to sleep at least 12 hours a day. hahaha!

this morning I went to the new airport. it was great, but I don't think it should operate now. many things are still undone. but cool!

Sonntag, 21. August 2016

dream a little dream of me

HI GUYS!! last week was kinda lame. sure, we celebrated our 71th independence day(!!), but, uhh..... that was average.

nothing much happened this week. except I had many meetings; which I found it amusing. hahaha. oh, I watched Lights Out with my two besties from senior high.

Sonntag, 14. August 2016

treizeci si patru

HI GUYS!! weehee! hehehe. not so much happened during last week. except I had fun this weekend~ rewatched my boys, my man had his birthday, and went to a con.

WOOHOO! la mulți ani, iubițel! 🍀 te iubesc la infinit. mi e dor de tine. vin înapoi în curând 😊 #Leu 💪💪 Iubeşte-te pe tine însuţi 😘

oh, baby, love you to infinity!

Sonntag, 7. August 2016


HI GUYS!! woohoo! I kinda forget what I did during past week except watching SUICIDE SQUAD!! WOOHOO!!

I know, I know, I got too excited for several things. but it's Suicide Squad! it's Jai! it's Joker! of course I got excited!! :p and I believe that people should not feel bad for liking things that make them happy!

Sonntag, 31. Juli 2016

wonderful ending

HI GUYS!! end of July has always been my favorite time of the year. some of you know why. hehehe. moreover this year! one week closer to Suicide Squad!! woohoo!! been waiting since last year!

I looked for available ticket for the movie. I'd been looking since last Friday; early ticket usually one week before premiere. but didn't found it. Saturday morning, I checked my email. WOOHOO!! I'M SO GOING TO THE PREMIERE!! THANKS, GUYS!! :D

Sonntag, 24. Juli 2016

yay to summer holiday!

HI GUYS!! hehehe. sorry, sorry. I don't remember why I didn't post anything last week. hmm. I'll just make it one here, yea?

so, a brief one about what happened on 11-17 July.....

Freitag, 8. Juli 2016

tremendous week!!

HI GUYS!! oh my God. it's finally July. did I really just pass the first half of the year? doesn't seem like it..... must be an interesting journey! hehehe. welcoming July like a boss 8!7(#

so, last Sunday I was, uhh, departing to my hometown. not really my hometown. well it is my hometown, but different island; still the same province. hehehe. went there with one of my besties and her family. due to it, I didn't post anything. sorry.

Sonntag, 26. Juni 2016


HI GUYS!! one week closer to one-week holiday! weehee!! hehehe. and I can't wait for it..... can we like, just skip next week? just proceed to the holiday week? hahaha!

AND I AM HAPPY THAT I AM GETTING MY STUFFS VERY SOON. *hyperventilate* *inhale* *exhale* *inhale* *exhale* I CANNOT CALM. I. CAN. NOT. CALM. hahahahaha!!

Sonntag, 19. Juni 2016

tenacious me

HI GUYS!! I won't be talking too much on this post. hehehe. still excited and grateful for whatever happened in my life this week; especially having some good men of mine around me to always support me. hehehe

pretty much normal week, except I had to do more this and that; which I gladly did them all. ancora imparo! hm. should I start considering having it tattooed? :D

Sonntag, 12. Juni 2016


HI GUYS!! some of you might have read this; some not. but I tell you what. I really had a blast last Saturday! woohoo!! finally reunited with my two besties from Banking and Finance concentration! yeaaaahhhh!! I am more than grateful to have these two friends who forever stick with me despite my flaws.

well, because, who wouldn't be happy to have someone always has faith and believe in me, though they know my weaknesses?

Sonntag, 5. Juni 2016

whoa. June. whoa!

HI GUYS!! fine, fine week! hahaha. learning new things! YAY! me likeeeyyyy~ hehehe. I couldn't be more grateful than having opportunities to know new things; in this such young age~ hehehe :p

had great weekend! being surrounded with people you love has always been a wonderful thing, right? hehehe. so much thankful for these men who never get tired (yet) of me :p

Montag, 30. Mai 2016

there was a time

HI GUYS!! sorry, sorry, I was late; again. hehehe. got home late last night, so I only changed, took a bath, checked some social media, then slept. I even still feel restless now.....

last weekend..... I was supposed to attend an alumnae gathering but it was postponed until 11 June. so I decided to go along with my parents to a fair. it's located at the place where I was about to head to for an art exhibition. finally I was at that place. hahaha!

Sonntag, 22. Mai 2016

grinning like a spoiled child

HI GUYS!! phew. I wonder why I was kind lost these last two weeks. for the second time in a row, my mind thought a day backward. was it because I was too enjoying my daily stuffs?

well I hope it's not. hahahaha. typing this while watching the second party!! YAY TO MY RED BABIES WHO WON THE DFB-POKAL!! DOPPELSIEGER!! WOOHOO!! CONGRATULATIONS, BABIES!!

Sonntag, 15. Mai 2016

beyond relieved

HI GUYS!! FINALLY PARTY! hahaha. first party; checked! congratulations and thank you so much to my red babies. we've done well so far. let's have the second party next week!! :D

I'm so in love with these men. for never failing to make me happy. hahaha. yeah, I should mention this over and over again. because I feel so damn grateful!! hehehe. thanks, guys! what am I without y'all?

Sonntag, 8. Mai 2016


HI GUYS!! sweet long weekend~ though I got more tired than usual. hahaha. I think I need sleep at least the whole 24 hours. hehehehe

suddenly I felt like cooking..... woo~ this was too sudden. hahaha. started with the easiest thing: mac n cheese; it's timeleess too!
plus (somewhat) fried dory

Montag, 2. Mai 2016

mega dankbar!

HI GUYS!! uh.... sorry, sorry. I was late. got really tired last night. hit the bed earlier than usual. weekend drained all my energy..... good thing it's for something fun!

THIS WEEK WAS A HAPPY WEEK! WOOHOO!! wait. I think I need more time to digest what happened this week. and find proper words how to describe it.

Sonntag, 24. April 2016

crawling back to you

HI GUYS!! phew. tough week was tough. I had to go here and there. flu again; which always sucks. but thank God I obtained more and more experiences.

next week would be very exciting!! and I can't wait for 30 April!! WOOHOO!!

Sonntag, 17. April 2016

oh, we talk!

HI GUYS!! woohoo! exciting, exciting week! though I was disappointed as last Friday didn't go as planned, but ayeee~ sweet, sweet weekend! what a way to end a week!

so I planned to have lunch alone at GIJ on Friday. but dang. no driver at all. I was like..... maaaaaaaaannnnn~ even this was supposed to be on 9 April!! got it finally on Saturday! weehee!
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Sonntag, 10. April 2016

sweet potato!

HI GUYS!! it's been a week on the new table. hahaha. weird..... but finally having my own. woohoo!

guys, I'm gonna freak out for a moment

THE ROCK AND JOHN CENA. OMG. F*CKIN EPIC!! I WAS HELLA EXCITED!! I think I internally screamed when I watched the clip. hahaha. glad none noticed :p

Sonntag, 3. April 2016

all dem feels

HI GUYS!! woohoo! hehehe. last week was various. I got excited, down, tired, grateful, and sick. blergh

and yes, I'm looking at y'all, SPN writers. (-_-) here I am; judging y'all; hard.

Sonntag, 27. März 2016

exhausted week

HI GUYS!! I finally had short getaway last weekend. same just like last year; went home. finally went home(!). but have to be honest, didn't really enjoy it. it's great, but naaahhhh~

oh, btw, remember when I told you I ordered a book? it's finally here, guys!! after almost a month!! woohoo!!

Sonntag, 20. März 2016

hella fun week!!


hahaha! HI GUYS!! I'm beyond proud and happy of my baby who just turned 30 last Tuesday :') my baby grows fast :') even older than me :') hahaha! what else, uhh, I'm speechless. I don't know how to express my gratitude to have you in my life, J. I'm too thankful for it that I couldn't find any word to describe it. stay healthy, young man. thank you for everything! :*

this was an interesting week!! woohoo!!

Sonntag, 13. März 2016

what eclipse?

HI GUYS!! today is a good day! babies won 5-0! it's my baby's 27th birthday! got a chance to meet two of my MT besties! got new gear! weehee!

so~ I was totally sick on Monday and Tuesday. and I'm start wondering why am I getting sick before or after holiday..... still got runny nose on Thursday. hm

Sonntag, 6. März 2016

clenched heart

HI GUYS!! we all get an extra day to get our sugar honey ice tea done on last Monday! hahaha! I had to wait for another 4 years to actually say this. hehehe. cheers to me! :p

because of stuffs, I had to wait until lunch time to know the Oscars winners. and here are the things came up on my mind after reading some articles about it:

Sonntag, 28. Februar 2016

up alive!

HI GUYS!! last week of February. excited for March! for Allegiant! hehehe. need to update my movie schedule soon, before other things deter my personal time. hahaha.

I didn't know running in a dream would make me effin tired when I woke up. I did have several dreams where I ran in it but never as tired as this Monday morning. or maybe because it's Monday(?) hehehe. still wondering what I was running from..... clearly not from reality. hehehe

Sonntag, 21. Februar 2016

thank God!

HI GUYS!! fiuuuhh~ tough week was tough. it's not that tough /tough/, but it's, uhh, more like full (but not busy) week. and I'm happy with that. feels like time flies even faster. because I can't wait for March!! hahaha

Allegiant is the reason why; the last book of the Divergent trilogy. the first part of Allegiant would be released on 9 March 2016 in PH, so I assume it's around that date too here in ID. and I can't waaaiiiiiitttt!! :D (though it's said that 18 March nationwide; Deadpool was released on 10 Feb here)

Sonntag, 14. Februar 2016

one thing at a time

HI GUYS!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! next week would be big. can't wait to face it! :D

also, excited for the day when I could finally have spare time to have lunch with one of respected authors! ;)

Sonntag, 7. Februar 2016

Chinese New Year Eve

HI GUYS!! it's Chinese New Year eve~ yaaaaayyyy~ time for having a blast of dinner! hahaha. how's your eve? nothing? fun? bloated?

my, my. my juniors have been in Deutschland for a week already! I miss Germany sooooooo much! still couldn't move on. or..... hell. who could do that anyway? especially me. oh the time when I lived my dreams~

Sonntag, 31. Januar 2016

getting stronger!

HI GUYS!! I reread what I wrote on the last post and it made me wondering. what the hell was on my gee golly mind when I wrote my last post..... hahaha. I've edited it; sorry. only a little tho. didn't affect the main point of the post: SUICIDE SQUAD!! still missing my J. need to catch him up soon~ :)

I'm still wondering how I could be so calm like that. my emotion was kinda up and down the whole week but surprisingly I remained calm; unbelievably very calm. wow. new milestone? hahaha

Sonntag, 24. Januar 2016

oh my God

HI GUYS!! so, yeah, right after my short vacation, I got sick. annoying, I know. *sigh* I think I did maintain my meals, and I drank enough; or maybe more, since it's too warm there. but, uhh..... anyway. I was stuck with fever and phelgm-ish cough. I feel cold more easily. maybe I really need proper rest.

new chapter, new beginning; not new-year bs, btw. hehehe. I'm trying to enjoy my new thing. woohoo!

Sonntag, 17. Januar 2016

another new beginning

HI GUYS!! another week passed. please let me survive another week(?) hahaha. if you missed last entry, which I posted it kinda late, I mentioned that I was gonna do something new on this 22 years young; I'm not gonna say old, because I'm not old!

so, I decided to go to Bali alone last week. hahaha. went there on Tuesday (fortunately no Heat of The Moment played anywhere so I was safe), got back on Friday. I was so happy that I could finally go somewhere alone. until my dad decided to accompany me. he arrived on Wednesday. LOL!

Montag, 11. Januar 2016

taking another step

HI GUYS!! I'm sorry for the late entry. I attended one of my cousins' wedding which drained my energy a lot. hehehe. first time showing my (not so) new haircut to my big family; my 3-month-old haircut, which looks different already. hahaha!


remember I mentioned meeting one of my besties on last entry? let's start from that :D

Freitag, 1. Januar 2016



as promised before, this entry would recap things I've done in 2015 in each month. it won't be long, I promise. though I really have many things to be grateful of. let the rest be said in my prayer ;D