Donnerstag, 30. Mai 2013


WHY GRUMBLING? WHY? well, okay, I just grumbled. hehehe. but seriously, guys, why grumbling? life is too beautiful to grumble all the time. don't waste your precious life for grumbling and grumbling.

I admit that not everything in life is beautiful. not all of them are sweet. you may claim that life is unfair. but you're not the only one. others claim it too. if there's someone says that life is fair, it means that (s)he could accept everything that happens in his/her life. that simple, yep. if you insist that life is unfair, it is. look at my blog description: "everyone says that life was unfair, isn't that fair?" :p

three things you need to do instead of grumbling: be grateful, pray, smile. nah, don't worry. I don't give difficult suggestions. hahaha. 

Montag, 27. Mai 2013


finally week 14. quizzes, final projects, papers, presentations..... *sigh* I CAN DO THIS!

first of all: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, C!! yep, C on this post. uyeee uyeeee~

I had my German oral test. it's more like interview to decide whether we're capable enough to go to Germany to have our double degree. the interviewers were my ex-German lecturer and the vice rector. I'm glad they're not native..... I'll have so many problems if it's a native who interviewed me. hehehe. the oral test is our final exam of German. I hope I did well. thank God for Your endless blessing during the interview. I am certainly nothing without You.

Freitag, 24. Mai 2013

13th week rec(r)ap

madness. if I had to describe my 13th week of my 4th semester: madness. everything went wild. people drove me crazy. CRAP!

I'll tell you why.

Dienstag, 21. Mai 2013


thirteen. it's a lucky number. my lucky number. lol. idk, whether it's my lucky number, but I like 1, 7, 13, 14, 27, 28. I was once listed as #13; on my 9th grade. I did well so I guess 13 is my lucky number. hahahahha. yea, that easy.

last two weeks of my 4th semester. I haven't done good things. but I need holiday. hahaha. I'm doomed. final projects' deadlines are ahead. should get them done one by one, in order. yea, sometimes I'm more to deadline(r). I feel I work better under pressure. it makes me stressed but I have more willingness to do it, so~ hehehe :D

Mittwoch, 15. Mai 2013

be responsible

responsible. a very simple word, isn't it? it's an adjective which means: having an obligation to do something as part of a job or role; or being the primary cause of something and so able to be blamed or credited for it.

everything you do, you must be responsible for it. no matter what it is. don't be a coward; dare enough to do it but afraid to be responsible of it. and me myself rarely have respect on people who escape from the responsibility. what a sissy!

Freitag, 10. Mai 2013

Wednesday morning

during this 4th semester, my first class on Wednesday is at 7. I can't be late, otherwise the door is locked and I may attend the class on the 2nd session. I decided to stay at my best friend's student housing, because the shuttle departs before 7 while it departs at 7 from my housing complex.

last Tuesday, I doubted whether I stayed at her. I asked my classmate, call him 'C', to pick me up. C is always fine. he's always willing to pick me up. hahaha. thanks C! my best friend offered me to stay at her, so C won't go back and forth just to pick me up then go to the campus. so I stayed at her; next morning (Wednesday morning) C will pick me up. sound like a good deal for me :p

Samstag, 4. Mai 2013

be careful

on what you wish for. just be careful. yep. don't let your emotion control your words or your wishes. especially those who are short-tempered.

couple days ago (well around 1-2weeks ago actually hehehe) I met two boys. to be exact, I just really really paid attention on them. not bad. they're looking good; especially on the field. their styles forced me to get back on the field, which I can't. it hurts, but seeing them playing gave me such a great satisfaction. thank you for bringing me back to the golden-era memory :) and oh, I have to admit, in short, they stole my attention.