Donnerstag, 26. Dezember 2013

International Business Administration Entrepreneurship Festival 2013

HI GUYS! this post is gonna be about my latest event which required gazillion of energy, sweat, tears, I don't know what else. it's extremely amazing to have 1st semester students of IBA as the committee. it would be nothing without them all. THANK YOU, GUYS!

just like previous IBEFs, we had a theme. this year's theme was 'Think Differently and Spark Creativity'. it was the first IBEF which was held in two days (27 November and 1 December) and at two places (our university and a mall).

Mittwoch, 25. Dezember 2013

smell of holiday~ no!

HI GUYS! finally holiday~ yaaaayyyy!! no, it's not really a holiday. it's just a little break after 5th semester. why? because I still need have to look for stuffs! hihihi :3

since it's no longer academic period, I'll post two entries each week: every Wednesday and Sunday. except for this week. this Sunday, I'll be in my hometown (YAY!) so I can't post. I'll be back posting about how my holiday in my hometown ;) I'M COMING HOME~ COMING HOME~ TELL THE WORLD I'M COMING HOME~

Sonntag, 22. Dezember 2013

final exam - second week

HI GUYS! a less-intense final week~ and the last week! LOL. we only had two weeks of final exam tho. hahaha. as I mentioned before, it's a less-intense one since this week was easy peasy lemon squeezy~ hahaha. I had a problem on one exam tho. hope it's not a flop.

the very final week of 5th semester! finally! YAY! end of my tremendous gait at university level; for now. I'm leaving my title as an advisor of House of Student Representative, leaving any organization and committee stuffs. it was a wonderful period to be involved in such a great community. thank you for the amazing experiences!

anyway, here's the recap of the very final week of my 5th semester:

Sonntag, 15. Dezember 2013

final exam - first week

HI GUYS! aha~ no worry, I still had time to write. hehehe. or maybe none of you cares. that's okay. I like writing, though it's not perfect, and I keep doing what I like. deal with it! :p

I'm not really comfortable with the schedule but whatever. I could still deal with it~ nananana~

the "break" allowed me to finish my not-so-secret project. hohoho. finally! now me not sure if I should reveal what it is :p

anyway, here's the recap of my first week of final exam:

Sonntag, 8. Dezember 2013

the not-so-silent week

HI GUYS! another week passed. not an ordinary week; it's silent week, which wasn't so silent. hahaha. one step before holiday, one step before 6th semester, one step before departing; Gott segne mich!

btw, thank you for the so-called friendship, all of you. it was so nice to know you.

and here's the recap of my not-so-silent week:

Sonntag, 1. Dezember 2013

il finale!

HI GUYS! finally it comes to an end. I'm longing for this to happen :' NO MORE ASSIGNMENT! NO MORE HOMEWORK! NO MORE EVENT! just exam..... final exam. WISH ME LUCK! it would be only me. and I won't fail this time.

I should stay away from people who always think that they are the most perfect one. ha! sorry, I don't really need those. well, maybe just for teaching me good lessons of life. thank you very much. I learnt so much.

and here's the recap of my 14th week(!):

Sonntag, 24. November 2013

my kind of week

HI GUYS! 5th semester is heading to its end. finally..... something that I've been waiting for..... yea, I'm gonna miss my busy days and weeks. thank you for those emotional days. deepest gratitude to you who always there for me. there's no a single second I regret knowing you :*

as I said before, 13th is my kind of week. so, here's the recap:

Sonntag, 17. November 2013

quagmire week

HI GUYS! remember about one of my deadlines here? so, I finished it on Sunday (10/11) at 20.53; HAHAHA! super tiring. couldn't even think clearly. hahh~ typical me~

another extremely tiring week. 5th semester literally makes me fatigue. this week-12 was a very tight one; 35x50' of lectures. phew! one of the final projects was due to 11 Nov and 15 Nov (11 Nov was only for checking, 15 Nov was the real deadline; it's the one that I finished as I mentioned above).

and here's the recap:

Mittwoch, 13. November 2013

yep I am that one

HI GUYS! it's another not-diary entry. hahaha. this time, I'm gonna share a bit about my behaviour. some regard it normal, some don't. for me, hmm, I don't care whether it's normal or not; it's good for me, so I do it.

not gonna give scientific example or research-based one. it's my own experience. yep, it's daily-life stuffs ;D

hope you don't get bored tho. hehehe.

Sonntag, 10. November 2013

a drawn-out week

I think I've told you guys before about the perks of being too strong. so..... yea. no one care to ask if you're hurt. and no one will believe that you're seriously wounded. I can't show to people that I'm actually hurt; inside. not even to someone that actually always there to lend his shoulders and ears to me. I just don't want to disturb him. be good, boy. just be good. do it for me too, please? :)

yeah~ another tiring week. every week, every day, every hour, every minute, every second on the rest of my 5th semester, I'm pretty sure, worth a lot. everyone is looking for me. hahaha! yay!(?) no, really. it's kinda hard when everyone is looking for you. or maybe it's just me who wasn't really well prepared to handle those things; or not really prepared to be a someone-who-people-always-look-for. what do you call that person? hehehe :p

anyway, here's the recap of my last week:

Sonntag, 3. November 2013

vertiginous week

HI GUYS! there are so many issues around me. yeah, me. I've been patient since the first day I stepped my feet on my campus. for this entry, it's gonna be about me. only me. it's time to awaken myself that:
it's my own thought. please respect it. thank you.
I stick that note everywhere; laptop's and phone's wallpaper, notebook, inside my pencil case, etc. I need to be reminded of that note. so that I won't feel hurt or broken or down. the note is my talisman to behave, to think, to act positively. it's hard; but worth try.

anyway, here's the recap of another mentally-tired week (which I kinda believe that the following weeks are also mentally-tired weeks):

Sonntag, 27. Oktober 2013

yes I am weary

HI GUYS! I literally didn't have much time to write this entry. as you can see, it's getting shorter and shorter. I just retraced what I should do for the rest of this semester. omg. I have gazillion things to do!!

anyway, here's the recap of my 9th week in 5th semester:

Montag, 21. Oktober 2013

long-short week

HI GUYS! as I said before, I had holiday for this week's Monday and Tuesday. I spent the days mostly at home, because I needed much rest. I was a bit too busy previous week, so, yeah~ ( ._.)

this week, though I only had classes for two days (Wednesday and Thursday), I was extremely tired. in addition, I got flu and the flu made me suffering sore throat too. because of the flu, it's hard to breathe normally from my nose. so I breathe from my mouth too. it became too dry, and voilà! I got sore throat. it was a very tough week for me. hahh~

posting this on Monday because I didn't have much time to do it on Sunday..... hehehe. I know, I'm bad at making excuses. hohoho

anyway, here's the recap:

Sonntag, 13. Oktober 2013

half way done - half to go

HI GUYS! another week passed~ *sigh* I think I'll be extremely busy this semester. okay, maybe the things I need to do are not as many as one of my best friends who handle all the designs for some part of my uni's organizations. but, uh, I feel everyone's coming to me and I need to respond them all nicely; HSR, external cup, internal cup, IBEF, election week. I'm fine with that. as long as they still look for me, means that they understand/know my role on those organization and committees; including my lecturers and some my uni's staffs too. yay! besides those things, I have tasks, assignments, quizzes. not really dare to mention my preparation for internship next semester..... oh... my... God...

anyway, last week was a blast! typical 7th week at my uni. hahahaha. glad I made it through half semester. HALF semester. another 7 weeks to go, then 1-week silent week, then final-exam week. on the 14th week, I and my team need to present our product for Entrepreneurship Venture; I'll show you later ;D

and here's the recap of my 7th week:

Montag, 7. Oktober 2013

feminisme di mata seorang cewek labil

gue. maksudnya itu 'cewek labil' tuh gue. hahaha. lo bisa mengira-ngira lah, gue se-labil apa, berdasarkan celotehan gue. kali ini entri dalam bahasa Indonesia yang tidak baik dan benar lagi. kenapa tiba-tiba ngomongin feminisme? karena Minggu malem (06/10) gue baca entri orang lain tentang ini, dan topik ini bener-bener menggelitik nalar gue buat ngebacotin tentang hal yang sama. hahahaha!

terribly sorry for my non-Indonesia-speaker readers. this post is about feminism. doesn't mean that I don't allow you to read/understand this post. it's only an opinion from me about it. my targeted readers are Indonesians who need some 'enlightenments' about feminism; and for Indonesians who are trying to see things from many point of views ;) if you're still curious, just let me know and I'll translate this for you.

Sonntag, 6. Oktober 2013

furious week

HI GUYS! remember some previous posts 'emotional week'? this week was a furious week. me on my previous post 'super tiring week' was physically tired. me on this post: physically and mentally tired. here, lemme tell you why.....:

Sonntag, 29. September 2013

super tiring week

HI GUYS! it was really an extremely tiring week so far.  phew. I hope I won't face it this kind of week again. assignments, homeworks, tasks, quizzes, presentations, papers, meetings..... oh my God! I had meetings everyday from Monday to Thursday! my weight must be decreasing. hahaha. yea, I got many things to do last week; including SO outing, YAY. so many that I got headache everyday; literally headache. thank you for anyone who concerns about it. I rarely get those kind of concerns since I don't really tell people if I have problems. muchas gracias!

my only free Saturday  for this semester from German course was used for SO outing which was extremely super tiring..... but I liked it! hahahaha :p

anyway, here's the extreme week recap:

Sonntag, 22. September 2013

life is never flat

HI GUYS! it's been another week. and starting from this post, I've promised myself to write the recap every night. so it's gonna be more like a diary. please don't be confused with my diction. it's just the matter of when I wrote it. sorry that I made you read my diary. hahaha. warning: this is a long post.

I spent a lot on this week. omg..... socializing with too many people makes me broke. hahahaha. doesn't matter. I enjoy it a lot. my saving doesn't. I think I need to record my expenditure. if I do it, there'll be two possibilities: I control my money better, or I got stressed because I spend too much. *sigh* maybe I'm organized on other stuffs; but not that organized on money.

I gained weight..... I need to stop eating too much.

anyway, here's the recap:

Sonntag, 15. September 2013


to my blog~ hahaha. thank you for keeping up with me and my endless blabbering. hahaha. I'm not gonna promise you a short post. it won't be short. I'm warning you, it's a very long post. LOL. so it all started a year and a day ago; yeah, it's 14 September 2012. while I started my tumblr on 13 September 2010; this is my very first post on tumblr. I don't suggest you to go through my tumblr since it's literally a lot (12, 814 pages). but it's fine if you still want to. hehehe. so, uh, just a quick look of the statistics of this blog in a year:

Sonntag, 8. September 2013

emotional week

HI, GUYS! another week just passed. lotsa things happened; of course. but it's not gonna be a long post. hope so. hahaha. this 2nd week was super tiring. I slept enough but I didn't feel it's enough. working under pressure and it's overloaded(?) idts but yea probably. hope next week won't be very busy. but I'm not sure. hahaha. every week is busier and busier. hahh~ *sigh*

and here's the recap of my activities from last week:

Sonntag, 1. September 2013

first week of the 5th semester

HI, GUYS! it's been a week, hasn't it? so, my 5th semester has already started since 26 August. it was hella fun. I got free day on Friday; literally no class at all. but last Wednesday’s classes were from 7 in the morning until 5 in the evening. I still have 2-hour break, but it’s tiring. at some of my classes, there are five German students who are having their classes at my university. it's great since I could learn more about Germany from them. networking is very important nowadays. hope they enjoy the classes as much as I do.

I miss someone who I couldn't meet for the next one year. see you in 2014!(?) :' hahaha. but, seriously, I can't meet him for one year. or maybe I still have chance to see him if he goes to campus someday. oh, how am I gon survive....... LOL! nah. I saw him since Wednesday during the orientation week. his presence really made my day. thank you again, Le! me gon miss you so much. please be good :D

Sonntag, 25. August 2013

Orientation Week 2013

HI, GUYS! sorry for the more-than-one-week hiatus. I was so busy handling one of big events from my university. as promised, here's the recap of it. and, oh, starting from now, I will only post one entry each week.

not gonna lie, this was my very first big event; big as in scale and level. it was hard to sleep at night. maybe I was too excited. hahaha. well, my blocked nose made me even harder to sleep.

the theme of Orientation Week 2013 is 'One Voice'.

Mittwoch, 14. August 2013

ba dum tss


so, yeah, I'm going back to uni very soon. the new semester actually starts on 26 August. but I have an event, called Orientation Week, which I and my friends handle for 5 days; right before the new semester starts. Orientation Week, basically, is an introduction for the new students about the university; including the academic, facilities, organizations, clubs, etc. I am excited. we are all excited. many things occurred during the preparation but nothing is a big deal. we've worked hard on it, so we're expecting there will be no significant problem during the event. wish us luck!

Sonntag, 11. August 2013


last week was super tiring. nothing much to do at first two days. helped my dad then went to a mall on Monday. next day, we went to the Chinatown with my cousins. on Wednesday, one of my nieces had her first birthday; just like I told you here. it's quite tiring as my niece lives quite far from our house. glad there's no single traffic. hahaha. on Thursday night (forgot what I did on Thursday morning), one of my cousins brought his girlfriend to meet us (me and my family) then we had dinner. tiring days started from Thursday night.

Mittwoch, 7. August 2013

we'll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked

it's true. hahaha. we are running from tomorrow with our lips locked. idc whether it's good. I'm fine with it as long as we're together :p hahahah. Posner's line on 'Please Don't Go' suits me best to my condition right now. or is it just me?

I have strange dreams recently. here's the most recent one:

Sonntag, 4. August 2013

they made me a sinner

Can I act like an angel
If I live like a jerk?
Can I keep on disguising?
Can I make believe
That I don’t deceive?
No, no, no

Send the wild women out the back door
My wife’s knocking at the front door
They made me a winner, they made me a sinner
I don’t know what to do

Donnerstag, 1. August 2013

ohai August~

not gonna lie, it's not a very good start. it's good at the very beginning. but then something went bad.

the very good one at the beginning was..... my team won the Audi Cup semifinal! so we're going to the final. wish us tons of luck! :D

Mittwoch, 31. Juli 2013

too much talking - holiday part nine

what? part nine? where's seven and eight? can't you count?

here's seven, and here's eight. hahaha.

today is my twitter anniversary. yaaayyyy~ been four years on twitter. according to twitter counter, I'm now on #42,804,009 worldwide. the latest condition of my twitter when I'm writing this is: 149,781 tweets, follows 136, 138 followers. yea, I'm not really a nice person. I don't have many followers. nah jk. people in my society normally do follow for follow which is so not me. I follow because I like it, not because I wanna be followed back. and they also refuse to follow someone else they know first. maybe they wanna feel 'wanted'? nah, idk; idc. in short, gaining followers/friends on any social network is NOT my goal.

Samstag, 27. Juli 2013

twenty-first name day


for any of you who HAVEN'T wish me a happy birthday, DO IT NOW! LEAVE IT ON COMMENT SECTION BELOW. nah, I'm kidding. for me, birthday is a sign/reminder that my life span is just reduced for another one year.

Freitag, 26. Juli 2013

last days before hitting twos

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~ there are so many things I haven't dooooooooonnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeee!!

yet I'm procrastinating those things. hahaha. typical me :p well not really procrastinating them. I baked another cake. this time was black sticky rice sponge cake. delicious! lecker! delicioso! delizioso! it's really really delicious (for me, because I love black sticky rice hahaha and it's my creation so it's delicious). some of my homies came over. they tried the cake. they said it's delicious, so it's delicious! hahaha. hope they didn't just make me flattered.
it's BLACK sticky rice sponge cake, so it's not scorched

Mittwoch, 24. Juli 2013

those sweet little things

a dream is literally weird, isn't it? I just had a dream. it's a very random one. I didn't know where/when/how it started. what I remember is: I was having a dance practice in a studio. I was with my junior-high-school friends. there were some other from various schools. after practicing, Mike Song came towards me then he hugged me! still with his sweat all over his body. hahaha. hope you remember Mike Song, I've shared a little about him here. that's the only point I wanna tell you. the rest is unimportant. HAHAHAHA!

I didn't and never expect that I'd had a dream with Mike Song in it. that's beyond my..... yea. and the dream was so clear that I could feel his warm hug, his humbleness, his calm voice, and his positive aura. wish it became real tho. hahaha. it won't be. because I don't dance. never really tried it out. maybe I should try it some day. hehehe

Montag, 22. Juli 2013

geek week - holiday part six

ohaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiii~~ this week gonna be a geek week. I just bought a book; a very classic story: The Phantom of the Opera. the one I'm reading is the one for kids (HAHAHAHA) from Sterling Publishing, New York. the font size is bigger than the usual novel, easier to read, shorter version as it's a retold version. the original 'The Phantom of the Opera' is written by Gaston Leroux, a French.
btw don't tell me I'm fatter :o
hahh~ *sigh* I hate time zones. different time kills me. it's like Simple Plan's song 'Jet Lag'; "you say good morning, when it's midnight". I CAN'T. should I move my ass to his place? hahaha. seriously, an 11-hour different sucks! :( maybe, yea, I should move to his place :p hehehe

Freitag, 19. Juli 2013

round and round - holiday part five

finally, last Thursday I went somewhere with my high school friends. at 10 I went to a shopping mall which has condominiums above it with my friend. arrived there around 11. then we met others; then off we went to have lunch. we arrived at a restaurant around 12, then we went to a fusion tea shop. after having our teas, we went back to the shopping mall where we first gathered; one of my friend needed to head back home. after dropping her off, we went to a grand shopping mall in the centre of Jakarta. we spend around 3-4hours there. I reached home around 20.47, which is the earliest (oops) time arrival whenever I go out with my high school friends. hahaha! it's a wrap! gained weight a little. dang!

as I told you before, I had deadlines on Friday. it's quite a stressful day. and people weren't helping much. ARGH. I had this spell on me, I've been repeated it all the time: everything's worth in the end. it tricks my mindset so that I could and would be more patient. 

Mittwoch, 17. Juli 2013

getting back to past routine - holiday part four

on the last part, I told you guys that I finally had something to work on. and yep. it's an old routine; for my own sake, so I've started it again since last Monday. hope everything's going well ;) but now my whole body is aching. naaawww.....

TUESDAY. it's my (Chinese-lunar-calendar) birthday.  nothing really special tho. hahaha. we're more celebrating the solar-calendar birthday one, so..... yeah. nothing special. on Tuesday night, we had a slight and informal dinner with my mom's ex-colleague. nice dishes :9 hahaha. meeting my mom's colleagues (who are mostly Filipino; yay!) always makes me wanna go there. or maybe enroll my master degree there. I'm still aiming for a scholarship in Thailand, or Germany of course, but Philippines sounds great. everything's worth a try. wish me luck anyway! :D

Sonntag, 14. Juli 2013

hidden language of soul - holiday part three

hi, it's me again~ hahaha. no, there won't be anyone else except me who posts posts ( ._.)#foreveralone

still on my holiday. nothing special. hmm. I've spend my last 3 days for watching videos from youtube (still hahaha); but different channels. just finished watching videos from Anthony Lee and Mike Song. both are dancers, choreographers, good friends, etc; just check their channels.

Mittwoch, 10. Juli 2013

holiday part two

LAME. my holiday so far: LAME. nothing to do. well, I actually have things to do, but I'm just dodging it. hahaha. I just don't want to do serious things during my holiday, okay. it's called holiday. for me, it's time to relax, do nothing in particular, etc etc. my perfect holiday is: I'm at a beach, laying on the sand, bathing myself with the sunshine, hearing the crashing waves, feeling the blowing coastal wind. or, I'm going somewhere ALONE. literally alone, without my parents' supervision, without friends who come along. I planned to go to Bangkok for a month; unfortunately, I can't. I still have a course which I have to attend.

Sonntag, 7. Juli 2013

holiday part one

couldn't regard as literally holiday tho..... I still have tons of things to do but I..... feel like I wanna sing Bruno Mars' The Lazy Song everyday. hahaha!

I'm still watching youtube videos; yep, still watching those Asian guys' videos. don't care if I watch it again and again. never get bored of them. they really know how to engage with the viewers. should learn it from them; how to engage with your viewers. oyeah, I just deleted my old youtube account; goodbye~ first time joined youtube was on 12 September 2007. I closed it on 5 July 2013. thank you for the amazing-almost-six-year experience.

Montag, 1. Juli 2013

hello July!

hi, guys! it's been a while since umm my last post..... in Bahasa. hehehe. I'm really sorry for you guys who were trying to keep up with my update but you couldn't understand the language. yea, you should learn Bahasa Indonesia. it's not that hard. okay, it's hard. even me myself can't speak Bahasa very well. I use too much slang in my daily life, so..... yep. but you can ask me if you need help on your Bahasa. LOL. probably not.

Sonntag, 23. Juni 2013

langkah pertama

halo semuaa. uda lama yah, gue ga ngepos dalam bahasa Indonesia. heheh. entri kali ini, mungkin gue tetep pake bahasa Inggris di beberapa kata ato frase. maklum, gue akui gue kayaknya uda terlalu keseringan pake kata serapan, which is not good as....., well yea, like this, jadi agak susah mengungkapkan sesuatu dalam bahasa Indonesia yang baik dan benar; oke, bahasa Indonesia  gue ga gitu baik dan ga gitu bener. hehehe.

gue ga bakal ngebahas bahasa di sini. kali ini gue cuma mau cerita/curhat (wuwuw yeyey) tentang..... tentang..... umm..... kegiatan gue yang malang melintang. wekekekek

Dienstag, 18. Juni 2013

after final exams

YAY! FINALLY! I'M SO DONE WITH THOSE FINAL EXAMS!! WAHOO!! well, I'm afraid I need to go for a repetition exam since I couldn't do well on one subject. but let's hope no repetition. AMEN! and I'm wishing all the best of luck to my friends who are still 'struggling' with final exams. do your very best, guys! I know you all can do it. break a leg!

this semester is probably the worst one. I'm not planning to have another bad semester. watch my words, guys. I'm not gonna remiss. yea, I admit, I disregarded the lessons. I went to watch futsal and basketball matches, malls, spent too much time on internet (even during final exams week LOL). just passed the final exams, there's nothing I can do to fix my mistakes. I'm just hoping that I have no repetition exam and I pass my German interview. then I can deal with my two big projects: Orientation Week 2013 and IBEF 2013. and I think those two will be my last projects I handle during my time at campus.

Mittwoch, 12. Juni 2013

gloomy Wednesday

hi, fellas. I'm having my final exams week right now. so far so good, I guess. hehehe. wish me tons of luck! ;)

yesterday (Tue 11/6) was English. thank God it has never been a problem for me. but I found something odd. my friends' names were crossed out (it's A and B). I wondered why.

I found the answer this afternoon, right before the exam started. it's a shocking one. I was so surprised that I couldn't concentrate on my exam. around first 10' I just read the questions over and over again, I couldn't think clearly. I realised that my eyes were wet. I got back to my concious state. I needed to finish my exam well. I did it.

Dienstag, 11. Juni 2013

Jeremy Lin

hey, fellas! I know it's a bit lame to talk about basketball since it's not really my thing; despite my ex-PG status. I won't talk too much on this post (I hope). it's about a NBA player who currently plays for Houston Rockets. the Asian American-born guy; there's no other than JEREMY LIN.

for NYK

Sonntag, 9. Juni 2013

you are not alone

"You are not alone for I am here with you
Though you're far away I am here to stay
But you are not alone for I am here with you
And though we're far apart you're always in my heart"

a stanza of (late) Michael Jackson's song "You Are Not Alone". yes, you're not alone, my dear. you are never alone. look around you. maybe you'll think like, "nope. yes, they are all around, but they are not available for me." nah. here, let me tell you: "the closer you look, the less you'll see". do you know this tagline? it's the tagline of 'Now You See Me', a recent PG-13 film.

Mittwoch, 5. Juni 2013

manchmal überrascht dich das Leben ♥

sometimes life surprises you. it's true. have you ever experienced it? realised it or not, I believe you have ever experienced it. oh btw please pardon my poor German hehehe

what's life? it's a very philosophical question. it has various meanings; depends on the people who describe it. the people based on their surroundings: family, school, friends, neighbourhood, environment; and the personality of themselves (well yea which is sometimes affected by the surroundings) including their believes.

questions about the meaning of life have been expressed in a broad variety of ways, including:

Donnerstag, 30. Mai 2013


WHY GRUMBLING? WHY? well, okay, I just grumbled. hehehe. but seriously, guys, why grumbling? life is too beautiful to grumble all the time. don't waste your precious life for grumbling and grumbling.

I admit that not everything in life is beautiful. not all of them are sweet. you may claim that life is unfair. but you're not the only one. others claim it too. if there's someone says that life is fair, it means that (s)he could accept everything that happens in his/her life. that simple, yep. if you insist that life is unfair, it is. look at my blog description: "everyone says that life was unfair, isn't that fair?" :p

three things you need to do instead of grumbling: be grateful, pray, smile. nah, don't worry. I don't give difficult suggestions. hahaha. 

Montag, 27. Mai 2013


finally week 14. quizzes, final projects, papers, presentations..... *sigh* I CAN DO THIS!

first of all: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, C!! yep, C on this post. uyeee uyeeee~

I had my German oral test. it's more like interview to decide whether we're capable enough to go to Germany to have our double degree. the interviewers were my ex-German lecturer and the vice rector. I'm glad they're not native..... I'll have so many problems if it's a native who interviewed me. hehehe. the oral test is our final exam of German. I hope I did well. thank God for Your endless blessing during the interview. I am certainly nothing without You.

Freitag, 24. Mai 2013

13th week rec(r)ap

madness. if I had to describe my 13th week of my 4th semester: madness. everything went wild. people drove me crazy. CRAP!

I'll tell you why.

Dienstag, 21. Mai 2013


thirteen. it's a lucky number. my lucky number. lol. idk, whether it's my lucky number, but I like 1, 7, 13, 14, 27, 28. I was once listed as #13; on my 9th grade. I did well so I guess 13 is my lucky number. hahahahha. yea, that easy.

last two weeks of my 4th semester. I haven't done good things. but I need holiday. hahaha. I'm doomed. final projects' deadlines are ahead. should get them done one by one, in order. yea, sometimes I'm more to deadline(r). I feel I work better under pressure. it makes me stressed but I have more willingness to do it, so~ hehehe :D

Mittwoch, 15. Mai 2013

be responsible

responsible. a very simple word, isn't it? it's an adjective which means: having an obligation to do something as part of a job or role; or being the primary cause of something and so able to be blamed or credited for it.

everything you do, you must be responsible for it. no matter what it is. don't be a coward; dare enough to do it but afraid to be responsible of it. and me myself rarely have respect on people who escape from the responsibility. what a sissy!

Freitag, 10. Mai 2013

Wednesday morning

during this 4th semester, my first class on Wednesday is at 7. I can't be late, otherwise the door is locked and I may attend the class on the 2nd session. I decided to stay at my best friend's student housing, because the shuttle departs before 7 while it departs at 7 from my housing complex.

last Tuesday, I doubted whether I stayed at her. I asked my classmate, call him 'C', to pick me up. C is always fine. he's always willing to pick me up. hahaha. thanks C! my best friend offered me to stay at her, so C won't go back and forth just to pick me up then go to the campus. so I stayed at her; next morning (Wednesday morning) C will pick me up. sound like a good deal for me :p

Samstag, 4. Mai 2013

be careful

on what you wish for. just be careful. yep. don't let your emotion control your words or your wishes. especially those who are short-tempered.

couple days ago (well around 1-2weeks ago actually hehehe) I met two boys. to be exact, I just really really paid attention on them. not bad. they're looking good; especially on the field. their styles forced me to get back on the field, which I can't. it hurts, but seeing them playing gave me such a great satisfaction. thank you for bringing me back to the golden-era memory :) and oh, I have to admit, in short, they stole my attention.

Mittwoch, 24. April 2013

mid-term semester


*inhale* *exhale*

time flies so fast. now I'm at 9 out of 14 weeks. so many quizzes and tasks I've done. the mid-term transcript has been released. and the result was..... not okay. I didn't expect that my score would be that bad. well..... shit happens, huh? hahaha. but I don't lose. no, the links are not really relevant, but those are my posts. damn. something wrong with me.

Dienstag, 16. April 2013

another game

last Wednesday, I went to the uni across mine, to watch their basketball league. it's like classmeeting; but with different 'name': league. I watched the final; basketball. the finalists were..... well; batch 6 and 7: 6AB and 7..... I forgot. the winner was 6AB. HAHAHAHAHAHA! okay.

there were two players from 6AB who played really well. they missed some free throws, but they're still doing good. call them: B and C. B is the one from 6B, and C is the one from 6A. I think, if those two play, no one can stop them. they are unstoppable. B-C is the most perfect combination. I don't really know much about them, but from some games I've watched, both are the best at basketball. B is excellent at finishing while C is very fast. I admire their abilities. wish I could play like them.

Samstag, 13. April 2013

UEFA Champions League Trophy Tour 2013

HOORAY! FINALLY! hehehehe!

this is the second time that the big ears in Jakarta. the first time was........ I forgot. 2007, if I'm not mistaken. last time, I didn't have chance to take a pic with it. BUT NOW, HERE IT IS:

Donnerstag, 11. April 2013

the higher your position the stronger wind blows

it's true. if you're at the top of something/some organizations, the "wind" blows stronger. there are many frictions, issues, gossips, etc coming towards you. people are either respecting you or loathing you; or taking advantages on you. they're looking for you because they need something from you.

Mittwoch, 3. April 2013

I don't lose

there are times when I really wish that my problems evaporated, but it means that I give up. I admit my defeat to my problems which I never want it to happen. Leo doesn't lose. I don't lose.

sounds foolish. hahahaha. but it's true. I don't lose. yea. why should I give up on something I haven't fought for? :)

Montag, 1. April 2013

April's Fools

congratulations to all of you who succeeded on trolling your friends! and  also congratulations for still having time to troll. share me your pranks! :p

April's Fools..... literally, today was a joke. I hate everything that happened today. so sorry to say that, but it's true. I hope I'm not writing this while my anger is at the top. hehehe

Samstag, 30. März 2013

last Monday

what's so special on this day? nothing. I accidentally ordered coffee instead of chocolate. I drank it all. heart beat fast. if I checked the heartbeat rate, maybe everyone would ask whether I just had a marathon. hahahah!

as for House of Student Representatives (HSR, in Bahasa: Majelis Perwakilan Mahasiswa or MPM), the committee had started the election days from Monday. it lasted only for three days, and yay we're gonna have a new president and vice president for Student Executive Board (SEB, in Bahasa: Badan Eksekutif Mahasiswa or BEM). some problems happened; usual thing inside an organization and/or committee. as an advisor, I was forced to think as objectively as possible and to make decision as fair as possible. it was quite a big challenge for me as..... well, it's an extraordinary issue; cant tell you what it was. hehehe. but everything is settled. nothing to worry about.

Dienstag, 19. März 2013

shit happens

oops. so sorry for the impolite title. but yea, shit happens. it's just been 4 weeks of classes, I got tired already........... damn. hahahah! still 10 weeks to go..... 1 week of silent week, 2 weeks of final exam..... it's a long~ long~ journey~

well, I can't expect good things keep happening. and yes, shit happens. the schedule are messed up. until now, I haven't had a fix schedule which makes me worry; or in our 'slang' is "harap harap cemas" aka "H2C". hahahah!

Freitag, 8. März 2013

busy days

yeah, I'm back. only for a while. hahahaha. so, my 4th semester has already started. hectic weeks so far. have class on 7AM for two days: Monday and Friday, which is sucks! Monday, it's just the beginning of the week. Friday, it's near weekend, cmon maaaaaaaannnnnnnn!!

I live near my university, it's only around 5' to get there. yet everyday is still tiring. the tight schedule is very tiring. I always wanna have a break for the whole one day; though it's only been 2weeks. LOL. new lecturers, new teaching style, new lectures, new classmates, I hope they all work well.

Mittwoch, 20. Februar 2013

my taste

now I'm going to "introduce" my men. LOL. they're all my inspiration. nope, idk. it's not really inspiration. heroes? nope. I don't know how to explain what they are to me. hahahaha

and these are my men. nope. none of you can take them home. sorry. hahaha. football players, actors, musicians, rarely fail me. so, I'll introduce them one by one; alphabetically.

Montag, 18. Februar 2013


sorry, it's been a while. hahaha. more than 2 weeks since my last post, eh? heheh :p

sooooo, it's a week to go; before finally going back to campus, dealing with lecturers and exams (including the final exams) on the next 14 weeks. won't be around here frequently, but I'll keep writing and sharing my thoughts ;) but my thoughts are not interesting either :s

Freitag, 1. Februar 2013

how we communicate

why doubting on learning new languages?

language is the main media to communicate. there are gazillions of languages in this world, including the dialects. for some people, learning new language is fun; some don't think so. for me, it's cool. learning language also means learning their culture. learning languages and cultures have never failed to satisfy me.

Mittwoch, 30. Januar 2013

our virtual life

as we know, there are many devices that can connect us to another part of the world through the internet. just one simple click and voila! we're arrived in a world called virtual world. virtual world was only a secondary role but nowadays it's a big part of many people and our virtual alter ego plays an important role.

we used to get links with each other via social networks, to talk via instant messengers or to post information, photos and videos on certain platforms, or through what I'm doing right now: blog. we're talking to those social-network application as avatar. what's avatar? is it the same as our real-life identity? do we have to live in two lives at the same time? or maybe we spend more time in virtual world? are we excluded from the social life?

Freitag, 25. Januar 2013

our identity

imo, there are three hardest question in life: who am I, what am I for/what is my purpose, and where am I going after my life is over.

feels like those three are never going to be answered. hahahaha. many people are looking for the answers; mostly the youth. teenagers look for their identity. some of them feel that they're on identity crisis.

Freitag, 18. Januar 2013

charming words for a better mood

in my opinion, there are three strongest and most influential words in this world: sorry, please, and thank you. those who can't use these words sincerely are cowards. they are weak and simply have no guts to say it, which means cowards.

I think there are many articles (and even books) which raise this topic. those simple words could change one's attitude and behavior, and also make a person becomes more mature. it's hard to say those words sincerely, that's why not everyone can say it.

Sonntag, 13. Januar 2013

the glory of love

marriage. I know I'm still too young to discuss about it. I'm so not gonna talk much about the marriage itself. I'm gonna share my view of it.

I have attended many wedding receptions. last time, it was my oldest cousin's. he threw two receptions, and both were amazing; simple yet elegant, decorated beautifully, showered with maroon and gold wedding party supplies, flowers everywhere. they're probably not the biggest reception ever and no we didn't break any wedding facts or records. hahaha. but they're simply amazing.

Dienstag, 1. Januar 2013

end of internship

YAYAYAY!! hahahaha. finally it comes to an end. I'm gonna have another one later on my 6th semester abroad, hopefully in Germany if I pass the interview and get accepted there; wish me luck, wünscht mir Glück! ;)

it's my very first time of internship in my life. great one. got many new friends. it's wonderful. I'm not gonna share lots of things here. anything went good and I got many new experiences. cliche, I know. that's why I'm not gonna tell much.