Freitag, 28. Dezember 2012

today a reader, tomorrow a leader!

reading newspaper is boring. that's oldies' things to do. etc, etc, etc. yea, on my childhood, I always think that way. it's boring because it contents many words and less pictures. words and words. children would love to see/read books with many pictures inside.

I read newspaper. until my last year of senior high school, I took time to 'read' newspaper. well, I only turned it back and forth; mostly only saw the pictures and the captions. I only read some articles/news that I wanted to read: sports, lifestyle, music, movies; and I didn't really read all the articles/news. I didn't read politics, law, business, finance, etc., because... it's boring.

Freitag, 14. Dezember 2012

berpikir positif

apa susahnya berpikir positif? selama itu bukan kehamilan di luar rencana, yaaaaaa yang positif-positif ajalah. hahahah! berpikir positif itu sulit? ah siapa bilang gue punya selulit?

Jakarta itu hectic banget. ugh. yang bilang engga, gue iri, cuuuuyyy! enak banget lo ga ngerasain hecticnya Jakarta. gue uda bosen bangen ngerasain itu dan rasanya pengen pindah/kabur ke kota laeeeennnnnn.............

comfort zone

zona nyaman. berani keluar dari zona nyaman lo?
engga? cupu.

ini bukan buat ngejatohin ato gimana. tapi buat gue, orang yang ga berani keluar dari zona nyamannya itu cupu. dia ga berani buat melakukan hal-hal di luar batas kenyamanan dia; itu cupu. orang yang kayak gitu biasanya gamau dan ga suka susah. maunya yang seneng, enak, gampang. ini bisa menyebabkan orang jadi manja. tbh, gue rada ga cocok ama orang yang manja :p

Sonntag, 18. November 2012

Misteri Ilahi

what? kepikiran itu sebuah judul lagu? yes, it is. Ari Lasso's. and here's the official music video.

Dienstag, 6. November 2012

Bangka Belitung
Bangka Belitung Islands
Pantai Parai

a young province (est. 2000 hehehe) in Indonesia which is located in the east of Sumatera Selatan province. consists of 2 big islands: Pulau Bangka and Pulau Belitung. Bangka Starit separates Sumatera and Bangka, and Gaspar Strait separates Bangka and Belitung. the capital city is Pangkal Pinang. my home.

it's true I was born in Jakarta, but I rarely regard it as my hometown. Bangka Belitung is my home. well, it's my parents' but my heart is there. home is where the heart is. hehehehe

Sonntag, 21. Oktober 2012

dream, believe, make it happen!

the title is a 'tagline' of an Indonesian singer: Agnes Monica. or maybe you know her more via her twitter. check her bio section.

I admit it. her tagline influences mine. though I always believe on 'dream, believe, make it happen' before it was cool :p mine is a bit different, but more or less has the same meaning: 'fühle es, träume es, glaube es, sei es!'; 'feel it, dream it, believe it, be it!'.

Sonntag, 14. Oktober 2012


have you ever felt being pushed to the limit? I'm pretty sure most of you who read this said 'yes'. it's normal. for those who didn't, it's normal too. don't worry :)

so you ever had a bad day. a very bad day that your mind had to think about suicide. you wanted to end your life as soon as possible. you swore so much until you had no more swear words to say. you lost your power to stand; all you wanted to do just lying on the bed, end your life, end your life, end your life.

Mittwoch, 10. Oktober 2012


wondering what 'Mia san Mia' means? more or less, it means 'we are who we are'; it's not Ke$ha's song. hahahaha!

Samstag, 6. Oktober 2012

FC Bayern München

anyone who never knows this football club before..................., when were you born?

the crest

we, FC Bayern München, are a football club which established in 1900 (27 February). until this season (2012/2013), we have won:

Sonntag, 30. September 2012

Lady Gaga

who doesn't know this lady? the one and only Mother Monster in the world. she's my role model. to some or maybe most of people, Lady Gaga is such a disaster; but not for me.

she shows me that I'm worth living for. she believes that every girl is beautiful; born this way. there's no such a thing like a failure. she speaks out. she teaches me how to live my life the fullest. for me, she's beyond normal greatness.

Freitag, 21. September 2012

Guns n' Roses

when I was a kid, around 6 years old, I heard a song that made me happy. I didn't know the song title until I was in junior high. the song was Sweet Child o' Mine. I didn't even know the singer; it's Guns n' Roses.

Guns n' Roses is my very first favorite band. Saul "Slash" Hudson is the god of guitar, imho. Duff McKagan is my role model and he's the reason why I played bass. Izzy Stradlin is the best rhythm guitarist. Sweet Child o' Mine is the greatest song ever. Appetite for Destruction is the best album. Guns n' Roses is fucking perfect!

Donnerstag, 20. September 2012

When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I'll take your hands and wipe your tears, take you for a walk and remind how special your are. If not for them, for me.



I'm currently a 3rd semester student at a university. I'm having my first internship under my university guidance; it's a part of the curriculum. today, I went to the university as I got holiday.

the night before, I planned to take my transcript and meet one of my lecturers for having a little counseling. I wished I met one of my senior who just got back to Indonesia from his internship in Germany. it was a slight thought in my mind and I was pretty sure that I wouldn't meet him as he's having his class when I arrived. I planned to give a little surprise to another senior that I really hoped I could meet him.

Mittwoch, 19. September 2012

being random

I'm a random person, therefore any pattern on these posts are relevant.

Orang Ke-3 - HiVi!

Saat berjumpa dan kau menyapa
Indah parasmu hangatkan suasana
Buatku tak percaya, mimpi indahku jadi nyata

Saat sendiri jalani hari
Bayang-bayangmu selalu menghampiri
Dan aku pun mengerti apa maunya hati ini

Namun tiba-tiba kau ada yang punya
Hati ini terluka
Sungguh ku kecewa, ingin ku berkata

Kasih maaf bila aku jatuh cinta
Maaf bila saja ku suka
Saat kau ada yang punya

Haruskah ku pendam rasa ini saja
Ataukah ku teruskan saja
Hingga kau meninggalkannya dan kita bersama

Namun tiba-tiba kau ada yang punya
Hati ini terluka (terluka)
Sungguh ku kecewa (sungguh ku kecewa), ingin ku berkata

Kasih maaf bila aku jatuh cinta
Maaf bila saja ku suka
Saat kau ada yang punya

Haruskah ku pendam rasa ini saja
Ataukah ku teruskan saja
Hingga kau meninggalkannya dan kita bersama

Akankah ada 
Kesempatan untuk diriku menyatakan
Rasa yang selama ini ada

Kasih maaf bila aku jatuh cinta (maaf bila kau jatuh cinta)
Maaf bila saja ku suka (maaf bila saja kau suka)
Saat kau ada yang punya

Haruskah ku pendam rasa ini saja
Ataukah ku teruskan saja
Hingga kau meninggalkannya dan kita bersama

Kasih maaf bila aku jatuh cinta
Maaf bila saja ku suka
Saat kau ada yang punya

Haruskah ku pendam rasa ini saja
Ataukah ku teruskan saja
Hingga kau meninggalkannya dan kita bersama

how do I know?

does the title suit you? "how do I know if he/she is the one?"; the one you really love and need. the one who will be your last in your life.

I don't think there are reasons or spesifications to indicate that person. as I said before, love will eventually appear in your life, coloue your days, wipe your tears, etc. and so does "finding" the right one.

Dienstag, 18. September 2012

(x^2 + y^2 − 1)^3 − x^2y^3 = 0

translate the title!

what's love? according to wikipedia, love is an emotion of a strong affection and personal attachment. for me, love is unexplainable. we can't really define feelings/emotions. love comes without any permission. it just happens.

imo, there are 3 types of love:

Sonntag, 16. September 2012

the reason

nope, I'm not talking about Hoobastank's song. I'm talking about the reasons why I hide things.

things happen everyday with and/or without we realize them. some occurs coincidentally, accidentally, unconsciously, some occurs as we set it or how we want it to be. but basically they happen just that way.

Freitag, 14. September 2012

behind the title

the construction hasn't done yet but, nah, I wanna post something. hehehe.

now I wanna tell you why I use the title 'unFairness makes Fairness'. it's probably irrelevant with my posts, but yea.

unFairness makes Fairness; take it literally. gue sering banget denger orang bilang kalo hidup tuh ga adil. mereka mengeluh. kayaknya ada aja masalah yang lagi dihadapi. ujung-ujungnya, mereka bilang hidup itu ga adil. kalo semua orang bilang hidup ga adil, berarti hidup itu adil, kan? karena semua merasakan hal yang sama.

under construction

sorry for the inconvenience

random now

hello! it's me, again. hahaha. so, I decided to start another new blog. it's been a while since my very last post, under other url and account. and here it is the very first post of the new blog. hope this one is the last and long-last. hehehe.

my name? you eventually will know it. get to know me more via this blog! ;) but I'm no one. it's kinda unnecessary to know who I am. I'm gonna post posts in Bahasa, English, and Deutsch, and/or sometimes Thai(?). though my language skills aren't good................. :p

please do comment/ask/etc if you have something bothering you. everything is fine as long as it's not about religion, race, gender, ethnic groups.

so, enjoy! though I myself not really sure this blog gonna be an enjoyable one.


P.S.: I'm the girl who never consumes caffeine, alcohol, tobacco, soda